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hot tip: invest in babies.


ugh. i hate being old. and not just feeling old, but being outdated and past my prime already. i pick up the paper and read about some little sod, 15 years old with a magazine she built from the ground up with thousands of subscribers in little under a year. then i turn over to some circle-jerk link list about some other 14 sod with a fucking 'port_folio_' using the same shitty trends (that sadly enough I contemplate) and being enlisted into the elit(ist)e ranks of some webdesign team in sweden. fuck talent and experience; it's all about the buzz and trendwhoring and whatnot. i get so fucking frustrated and for what? some pimply-ass kid who gets hand jobs from unemployed skinny white guys with bald heads and moby glasses griping about clients and rips and pixel-dragging and 45 degree angles. maybe because i'm not ethnic enough for my own good to be on oprah touting crap about how people need to be nice to each other and how to apply make-up correctly (More is never less!) mayeb because i can't see myself in 10 years doing what it is that i love because my dreams will always have that twinge of inadequacy from the fact it took me a college degree and a few lame-ass internships to get enough socks to fill up crotch enough and get the slight opportunity to finally do what it is that that i say and thus fulfil everything in my life.

or maybe because i wish i was that kid.

nah. just those fevers again. and oprah's lame anyways.


 
  
 
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July

moving day.


I'm not moving to NY yet - I moved my weblog. It's now on my own hosted pages, powered by blogger, so it should be more stable. antville has way more to offer, but its so buggy for me. update your links - pages.prodigy.net or, just go to www.sereshacer.com for now. contact me ...
by sereshacer @ 7/31/03, 11:32 AM

I kinda hate myself.


do you know what my life consists of lately? liveing through other people's livejournals. do you have any idea how freaking sad that is? well, you might, if you're reading this. oh wait. nobody reads my weblog. it's mine, and I wouldn't even want to fucking read it. only 24 days. that sucks, ...
by sereshacer @ 7/22/03, 12:30 PM

i crawled out from under the rock.


I finally saw X2. quite superb. I enjoyed it a lot. now, on the matrix reloaded. and then riding a bike. and then, and only then, will I be a teen-age kid.
by sereshacer @ 6/24/03, 3:16 PM

all is wrong, part two.


why are people like this? you know who you are. Supreme Court upholds affirmative action. how many years are we going to have to fight this one now? when will the white guilt end? when will we act equal? Ari (my hero) is being replaced by Scott McLellan, or however its spelled. ...
by sereshacer @ 6/23/03, 1:06 PM

s*wang gets hax0red.


(click to make it larger)(and compare to issue one and two) sad irony: instead of making my sister's wedding invitation, I did this instead today.
by sereshacer @ 6/20/03, 1:09 PM


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