Friday, 20. June 2003

June 20, 2003 at 12:44:39 PM CDT
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white stripes - ball & biscuit

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procrastinating

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s*wang gets hax0red.


(click to make it larger)
(and compare to issue one and two)


sad irony: instead of making my sister's wedding invitation, I did this instead today.
 
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June 20, 2003 at 9:55:14 AM CDT
  »  [listening to

tori amos - bells for her

]   [my mood is

mellow

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only two months away.

well, it's almost here. almost. I leave in the middle of August for Austiin and then fly to Ithaca for my orientations. I'm not scared. really. well... I am ready to get out of this place. I am ready to start something new. I am ready to forget a lot of what I can't. but still I fear leaving it all behind. I've done a lot of thinking - especially after reading what people have written to me. and I don't know how I can live with myself. because I don't know what I'm doing, where I'm going, or who the fuck I am. things are going too good right now. it's that lull when you know you have the ability to keep things afloat and righted but also know you'll fuck it up too. I'm betting on the latter. I'm going to be a horrible father. (someday - or not.)


 
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moving day.


I'm not moving to NY yet - I moved my weblog. It's now on my own hosted pages, powered by blogger, so it should be more stable. antville has way more to offer, but its so buggy for me. update your links - pages.prodigy.net or, just go to www.sereshacer.com for now. contact me ...
by sereshacer @ 7/31/03, 11:32 AM

I kinda hate myself.


do you know what my life consists of lately? liveing through other people's livejournals. do you have any idea how freaking sad that is? well, you might, if you're reading this. oh wait. nobody reads my weblog. it's mine, and I wouldn't even want to fucking read it. only 24 days. that sucks, ...
by sereshacer @ 7/22/03, 12:30 PM

i crawled out from under the rock.


I finally saw X2. quite superb. I enjoyed it a lot. now, on the matrix reloaded. and then riding a bike. and then, and only then, will I be a teen-age kid.
by sereshacer @ 6/24/03, 3:16 PM

all is wrong, part two.


why are people like this? you know who you are. Supreme Court upholds affirmative action. how many years are we going to have to fight this one now? when will the white guilt end? when will we act equal? Ari (my hero) is being replaced by Scott McLellan, or however its spelled. ...
by sereshacer @ 6/23/03, 1:06 PM

s*wang gets hax0red.


(click to make it larger)(and compare to issue one and two) sad irony: instead of making my sister's wedding invitation, I did this instead today.
by sereshacer @ 6/20/03, 1:09 PM


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